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韋羅莎

雙魚座,舞台劇演員,香港居住的台灣西班牙混血人。
以Mohammad南亞裔速遞員一角而稍稍廣為人知。
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Focus on me

 

Do you like me, at all? Or are you just pretending? I can’t comprehend the fact that you are willing to spend time and money on me, but let yourself know nothing about me.

 

Do you even know where I’m from, where I grew up? All I hear from you is that you like how I smell, how shallow can you be?

 

I’m starting to get the idea that I am mainly just an accessary, since all you do is make me pose in front of your camera, then you post the picture on all sorts of social media, telling everybody how you are enjoying your time with me, but I don’t see us having any kind of relationship whatsoever, and for you to pretend that you are into me in front of people makes me sick.

 

I honestly don’t understand why you choose me to accompany you, to watch you just sit there, holding a book, not reading, just holding, trying to look sophisticated, then putting it down after 2 minutes to check your phone, just to see how many likes you’ve earned with the picture of me in it, then put your phone back down, back to holding the book…

 

I will never understand the satisfaction that comes from it. What exactly do you gain?

 

Ok fine, it’s none of my business.

 

I can’t control your life, I have no say in what you choose to do, I just hate the fact that you say you need me, but actually lack the interest in me.

 

I’m more than just “a good smell", you know?

 

I have history, I have many sides, I have different characteristics, I have great value. It requires time and effort to really understand me.

 

I don’t just want you to want me, I want you to want to know me.

 

I want to hear you say what it is you like about me.

 

I want to hear how you appreciate me.

 

Think about it, it’ll make our time spent together much more worthwhile. If you think I’m asking too much, then do us a favor, save money, and cut me out of your life.

 

But until then, I’m sitting right here, waiting for you, so please, be present, focus on me, inhale me, enjoy me, take me all in, let me warm you, but do it quick, I’m getting cold.

 

Sincerely yours,

Your cup of coffee

BY 韋羅莎
BY Salma Kadir
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